Mother LOVE!

 you will instantly forget about pain like this:

 when you experience love like this:

Curren James Urbain 

born 8.27.08 7.6 lbs 21.5 inches long @ 1:59 pm

and then our hearts grew even more than we thought was possible on 6.24.10 when Finley Sage Marie joined our family. She was 7.7 lbs 21 inches born at 11:09 am.

To my Curren: here are some of my favorite pictures of us. How to descirbe you?
My first born, energetic, up for anything, detail oriented, fun, needy, helper, unpredictable, handsome, curious, charming, good listener (most of the time!), sensitive, and most of all you are a lover-you can melt hearts REAL QUICK my little mister! 

 

 

i don't care how big you are, you will ALWAYS be my baby boy

To my Fin Fin- well I don't have very many pictures of just you and I... 2 reasons...1 you are the second child and you have gotten ripped off in that department my dear.. second reason is you haven't been around as long as Curren has!  How to describe you my little miss? Like I said in the previous blog..you are sweet, VERY sensitive, attached to me, happy, looove your brother, are always laughing at something, social, and talkative. Love you beyond words, you are such a part of me, I feel odd not having you around to be honest. Love you TONS!

You two melt my heart. I hope Curren always protects Finley as he does now, and I hope Finley always looks up to Curren and loves him- as she does now. I'm sure you two will fight down the line and piss each other off, but for now I will always hope you end up like Charlie and Lola :)

 

 

Being a mom is what you always hear, the hardest job in the world and the most rewarding- guess what the rumors are TRUE! Your heart just can't know that deep of a love until you welcome a child into your marriage.  Having kids just gives you so much purpose, you live to see your kids experience and learn, you seriously give 110% of yourself to your kids, well at least we do!  Having kids isn't for sissies, it will test your marriage big time! Pick a good partner boys and girls cause you are going to need them when the going gets tough. I am so thankful to have Ryan who is a hands on father and works hard for us, we're learning every day and trying to do our best and not mess our kids up too much! I feel very blessed on this mothers day, and am truly grateful for God's gifts to us!